Burning out at both ends...
I never wanted to let anyone down in my life, especially myself. I always “put it all on the line” and ran a mile a minute. Needless to say, I always bit off more than I could chew and never sat still long enough to let my ass hit the chair. Sleep? I'll sleep when I am dead, I thought. I drank a pot of coffee a day and treated my body like a wasteland. I slept maybe 5 hours a night, when I was lucky. I was always running high stress mode so I had no appetite, I never ate and when I did it was whatever was most convenient. I drove my car into the ground driving 300-500 miles a week. My house was a disaster. My cats were neglected. I never made time for my friends or family. I never made time for myself. I never took care of myself. I was destitute. I poured every penny I had into chasing my dreams but I forgot about myself. I forgot the most important component. It was just a matter of time for me. I lived like this for years None of us are invincible, but I thought I wa
